In the 4 years that we've been together and been celebrating Valentine's Day together.. I never really looked at it in the most exciting and most special day because it's no different from any other day that we spent together. It may be special but only in a way that you can truly see love love love spread even from the most random person around us (and the nonstop I love you letter we give for each other ;)).
Well, today.. I feel both bitter and sweet (which is funny) and I know it's because I have you yet I can't be with you today and for the next (I have no idea) months. I guess it baffles me because I wasn't able to celebrate our 4th year anniversary together and now, Valentine's Day. From the moment that I left, I had already expected this but not so much of what I was going to feel. Eitherway, I guess what matters most is that I have you as mine rather than to not have any part of you at all. What matters is that nothing has changed in the 8 months that we have been apart. And with all honesty, the distance and time only made us stronger.
I love you baby, always have and always will.. ♥
Thank you for being patient with my bipolar-ness and for always being there whenever I don't have anyone to talk to. For accepting my flaws and cracking korni yet hilarious jokes when I'm on my most senti mode, just to make me laugh and try to make me feel better and good about myself after making stupid decisions in life. Thank you for the many other things that makes you a beautiful person! I love youuu :">
Your labidabs! ♥